When did I start becoming invisible? It came around in my 30s. I must’ve passed on somehow. Died to myself. I exist, but by being overlooked, spoken over, and cut off, I’m the ghost. It’s like people have actively or reactively seen a ghost. I can appear to others offensive in spirit and offensive in appearance. Some want a piece of the physical, but don’t want to be associated as an alliance. Then most want to just consume my energy to and use it for their own benefits. It used to be alarming to me, but after a while my efforts in trying to stop the acts, became unnoticed when brought to their attention, but really they weren’t taking accountability. Then the Divine called for the boundaries to be set into place-from family and associates.
I started finding myself deteriorating by these energies and being by them gave me bad vibes that I ignored and they did take my peace and mostly took my power. I was adopting their emotions and personalities as if they were my own. Later, I once recognized the further I grew apart from them, the more unrecognizable I became. They hated me even more so. What I also noticed was that when I was apart from them spiritually, emotionally and mentally, they started seeing me as false, not real, and they always took my kindness and naivety and weaknesses. They couldn’t understand my rationale or logic, my actions or overall being. In my youth, they never realized that I used to reflect back to them by acting like them, and that they could accept looking at themselves viewing it as me, and they received it as me. Now I am myself and it is alien and deceptive to them, even threatening to be around me.
As I gained the independence, confidence and self respect, I noticed how small that they became to me with their archaic thoughts and how much they needed my energy to feed on. This is what made them so puffed up. For them, it was okay for me to be at a low vibrational state and even less than them, but to rise spiritually, and act differently is something that they could not accept, and that’s okay. When you become who you are, it sets you apart and it will generate more enemies, but you will also be a light for others to aspire to live by being themselves. That’s the healing work. There was that season of invisibility and also humiliation, to make those who didn’t know you, or see you, had the plans to keep you there. That is the Divine’s veiling for them, and unknowingly their operation of maintaining power over you. But when the time comes for the great revealing or reckoning that takes place, they will be numbed with disgrace and anger. This spiritually chains them.
Casper, currently the time is here to shine your light, which is very much necessary, and whatever that is to you, the mission is to attain that light and band together to divide the light from the darkness, moving for one low dimensional field to the next higher one, while bridging the gap between heaven and earth, being the strongest position to hold that balance. Now let that be it peace from our mighty and only sacred ghost. Ashe.
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